ConnorPerson

As long as tumblr exists complete homework will not.

Here I am, almost a senior in high school, but I don’t feel like I’m ready for what lies ahead. Is it already this close, the beginning of the next chapter of my life? I feel like I’m so far behind, struggling to keep up as the world around me continues to zoom by. All these responsibilities I thought I could handle are threatening to implode, and I feel as though I have no control. Why is this so hard? This should be easier (or at least everyone makes it seem that way).

Another part of me feels like I did this to myself. I’ve procrastinated and it has gotten me no where. I’ve made it this far and I have nothing to show for it. I’m scraping at every opportunity, every chance I have to prove otherwise, but these chances are scarce.

I want to believe that it’s not too late, that I still have a chance to prepare myself, or at least some form of reassurance to prove that I’m over-reacting because, as of right now, I’m not so sure.

You are the procrastinator’s drug.

That’s ok.
Drink your life away.
You’ll regret it someday.

Grim reality peaks its ugly head, once again.